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Lynn Begnaud

1941 ∼ 2016

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Lynn Begnaud, 75, of Nederland passed away on Wednesday, November 2, 2016 at the Medical Center of SETX in Port Arthur.

Lynn was born in Waco, TX, on September 16, 1941. She is the daughter of the late Artie Pickens and Lorene Andrus Pickens. Lynn was retired as a postal worker of 38 years from the United States Postal Service. She was a lifelong resident of this area. She was a volunteer at the Medical Center of SETX, St. Charles Alter Society, Women’s Guild, Eucharistic Minister and Alter Server.

Those left to cherish Lynn's memory are her, son, Trevor Romero; daughters, Tracy Tully and husband, Roger of Fair Oaks Ranch, TX, Trudi Pacheco and husband, Israel; step-sons, Dee Begnaud, Kevin Begnaud and Nathan Begnaud; step-daughters, Jeri Ann Conaty and Angie Tenery; sisters, Jeanette VanZandt and Linda Cope; 5 grandchildren and 1 great-grandchild. Lynn is preceded in death by her parents; husband, Jerry Begnaud and step-son, Mark Begnaud.

There will be a gathering of family and friends on Sunday, November 6, 2016 from 5:00 p.m. to 8:00 p.m. at Melancon’s Funeral Home in Nederland. A Mass of Christian burial will be Monday, November 7, 2016 at 10:00 a.m. at St. Charles Borromeo Catholic Church in Nederland, TX with the interment at Greenlawn Memorial Park in Groves, TX.

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Milly Kam September 17, 2023
Happy Birthday Grandma!! You would have been 82 today. I miss you so much. I’m sorry I haven’t written in a while, life has been busy….. I feel like I always say that. I’m 25 years old now. Can you believe it? I hope you know I miss you forever. Whenever I feel physical pain, I always tell myself that it doesn’t hurt as badly as losing you did. That pain sticks with me forever. I can’t drink a Dr. Pepper without thinking of you. I have so much to tell you as always. I will when I see you again one day…… I hope you’re having a good time with Auntie and Jerry and everyone else up there. I hope you said hi to Mimi for me. She joined y’all. Everyone is dying and it makes me sad. Growing up sucks in that sense. I hate seeing how it affects everyone down here. I love you more forever and not a day goes by that I don’t think of you. I hope Mimi was there to celebrate your birthday today this year. To my forever favorite virgo. Love, Kamilla 9-16-23
Milly Kam September 17, 2023
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Milly Kam March 17, 2023
Milly Kam lit a candle in memory of Lynn Begnaud
Milly Kam March 17, 2023
I just miss you so badly. Sorry I haven't written in a while..... been busy with life. I wish you could see it.
Milly Kam August 19, 2022
It’s almost been 6 years. Some of my biggest years of growth. I can’t believe it. I remember you so vividly. I hope you remember me :green_heart:
Milly Kam August 19, 2022
Grandma. Today was kind of rough. Usually I’m always fine but today I really really wish you were here.
Milly Kam June 2, 2022
Grandma, I deeply apologize for not having written on here since December 13, 2021. I know it has been half a year. I promise I have not forgotten about you. I have not had one on one time in what seems like forever so that I can reflect. Not a day goes by that I don't miss you. Tomorrow is my birthday as you know. You know I hate my birthdays now that you're not here. I hate getting older because it's just another age that you don't get to see me at. I know you'd be upset that I'd say that. But Grandma I feel like I'm going crazy. I mean for god's sake I'm talking to you by typing on my lap top. No one reads these. I know it. I wish you could. I miss you so badly. Grief is crippling. Auntie died. You know this. I can only hope and pray that you are with her. Everyone is dying and that is the worst part about getting older. Can you believe I'm going to be 24 years old? I cannot. You last physically saw me when I was 18 years old. A baby. God the things I have to tell you now. I hope you know. Hope is all I have some days. When everything happens it always happens at once. I think that was something you always tried to tell me. I love you immeasurably Grandma. You know this. My forever love. You'd be so proud of me because I am finally proud of myself. It has come at a cost of course. Doesn't everything? God I am so much smarter now than I was when you were here. I was smart then but I only get smarter every day. I want to talk to you so badly. I want to hold you, I want to hug you, I want to smell you. I know that sounds creepy but I don't care. I physically miss you. Please tell Auntie I am at peace knowing she is resting now. She didn't deserve to die. No one does, but she is at peace now. I miss her like the moon too. I am forever grateful I called her in December. I'm thankful I listened to my gut. I have my own place now,You'd be so proud. I am so happy with it, it came at a cost. The cost of me and Heather's relationship. God she is so important to me. She doesn't even know it. She probably never will. I wish you were here. I have so much to tell you. Tomorrow is my birthday. Another age. Let's see what it brings. I hope you are proud of me. I love you so so much, to the moon in back. I miss you immeasurable Ethel Lynn Pickens. Love, Kamilla Tuly 6-1-22 p.s. Tell Auntie I say and I love her and I miss her.......
Milly Kam June 2, 2022
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Milly Kam December 13, 2021
I keep going back to the summers we’d spend. And how sad I was when I found out that Ginger had just passed…… I really wanted to come out to her and have the privilege of her doing my hair again but times a whore and she screws everyone over. Time is so scarce and everyday I spend it to equal lesser and lesser. I just only hope I’m choosing to spend my time wisely. Some days it feels as my time is fleeting and I’m just here burning bridges. God the conversations we could have had now with my growing knowledge and maturity. Even at such a young age I spoke well with anyone of any age. People wouldn’t believe me but I believe we were platonic soul mates. It’s a thing you know. God I wish I could talk to you. Tell you everything. Maybe you know. Maybe you don’t. I just know I miss you and one day we will reunite. Or maybe if reincarnation is real then you’ll come and find me. Then we can eat our blizzards and play cards and watch criminal minds. And just do the small simple things. Heather loves to play cards with me. I kick her ass nearly everytime though like I kicked yours. It makes me so happy. Playing cards with her because it slightly fills the hole and void that came when you left…….. it’s not the same but I know she is so good to me. She helps me so much. You’d really like her. I wish we could all play cards. I love you immeasurably forever. Yours truly, Kamilla
Milly Kam December 13, 2021
I dreamt about you again. Nanny got remarried…… crazy how much things can change in just 5 years. I wonder what the next 5 will look like. Missing you always. Love you more forever. :green_heart:
Milly Kam September 30, 2021
I miss you
Milly Kam September 30, 2021
One of our last conversations you told me it felt like forever since we had last spoken. Is this what Forbes feels like? Do you feel the forever. I don’t like forever. Forever is forever. I’m still bitter and mad.
Milly Kam September 17, 2021
I just miss you. I don’t think this feeling will ever go away. I hate it
Milly Kam September 17, 2021
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Milly Kam September 17, 2021
Happy 80th. You are missed. :green_heart: drinking dr. Pepper and eating red velvet cake to celebrate you
Milly Kam September 17, 2021
Happy 80th Birthday my love. I so wish you were here to celebrate. 11:11 I wish you are happy and at peace. I miss you terribly. I love you more forever.
Milly Kam December 22, 2020
Grandma I miss you so much. I wish we could celebrate one last Christmas together. My soul is not whole without you here. God I wish you were here.
Milly Kam December 10, 2020
I went to your house and you were not there. I wept at your graveyard and you were not there. I've gone 100+ ft underwater and 10,000+ ft above the clouds and you were not there. Where are you? Auntie says you're asleep in the ground but I know her religion is bullshit... she doesn't even celebrate Christmas anymore. I told her that you are rolling over in your grave for that. I can't find you and it sickens me. Please come find me.
Milly Kam December 10, 2020
Hi Grandma, I am home now and it feels so much better than being back there...... I miss you so much and I wish you were here always. Some days are so hard with the uncertainty of my life. I wish you were here to guide me and so I could just catch you up on my life. I know you were scared to die and I'm sorry. I miss you forever like the sun misses the stars in the morning skies. Please come find me. I'm begging you. I'm going crazy on this Earth without you. You shouldn't have left so soon. Love you immeasurably, Kamilla
Milly Kam October 5, 2020
Grandma, Your birthday was especially hard this year and probably because of my move. It's been difficult but the penance I deserve..... Edie helped me make steak in your honor and the whole day was a drudge. I called you and you didn't answer. I tried to confide in my friends knowing he just wouldn't get it..... of course he didn't. He said you were in a better place and watching me from above but I know it's all bullshit. If you were watching me I'd feel you. You haven't come and found me yet. I'm in College Station now if you're lost. One day I believe our souls will reunite....... I hope you are happy with Gerry and Mother and Daddy and Elliot. God I miss you, it's so unreal. I live with the regret of you everyday and how selfish I was. God I wish I knew then what I know know. How different things would be. I miss you forever Grandma and I love you forever. You soulmate
Milly Kam August 10, 2020
God I miss you so much. I promised I would never forget about you. You were always scared of that. I was just starting college when you left this physical Earth and now I am done. I have so much to tell you it's unreal. My day goes on in aches sometimes because you are so far from me. God I wish you were here. You and I were peas in a pod. I wish I could eat your Gumbo and just get a DQ blizzard with you or play a card game or binge watch our favorite shows or stay up until 4 in the morning like we always did and then try to fall asleep because we had plans the next day. God I've never met anyone like you. I get tempted to call you again know that you won't ever pick up and realizing that calling a dead person makes me crazy. I'm wearing your shirt wishing you were wearing it instead. My life has been forever different and I miss you here on Earth. Give me a sign please. My motivation and drive for a future in myself is cloudy. I wish I could talk to you about it every day. Maybe one day you'll be able to catch up and I with you. May we meet again. I miss you and I love you forever Ethel.
Milly Kam August 2, 2020
I'm in College Station now. I think I'm going crazy. I miss home and my friends and school life. This pandemic is so upsetting. I should've gone on that hiking trip and been done with classes by now. I wish you were here. It's been almost four years and I can't go a day or a week not wishing you were here. My soul mate that never got to see me grow. I feel so robbed of the memories we could've had. I wish I would've cherished the taste of your gumbo that Christmas of 2015. I want friends. I haven't made any and I can't remember anyones name because I can't remember their face and my face is forgettable as well as my name. I feel shy. I wish I wasn't. I'm never shy. I wish I could talk to you about this. I wish a lot of things. I miss you forever.
Milly Kam August 2, 2020
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Milly Kam September 16, 2019
Milly Kam lit a candle in memory of Lynn Begnaud
Milly Kam September 16, 2019
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVE! it is the 3rd birthday without you here and it hits me hard when I am alone so I am trying to keep busy. I feel pain for my mother because it is you 3rd birthday without you here and I know that is hard on a child. The thoughts of what would be happening if you were physically here for your earthly birthday..... I wouldn't be typing this that's for damn sure. I'd probably have talked to you for hours which we always did on your birthday. You would've gotten cake... maybe red velvet or cheesecake... your favorite of course. And you would've had a cold Dr. Pepper and gotten to play cards with your sisters. But that did not happen today and you are not here with us. And I'm still going crazy but people don't know so that's good. I put on such a front about my life but I seem to be forgetting things more and more lately. I'm so mad we didn't have more time together and you didn't get to talk to me now that I'm more mature. We didn't get to have our adult talks and you knew me at 18 but I'm so different now. You have to meet me again. I swear I'm different. Maybe you wouldn't recognize me but I'm pretty good for the most part. God I wish so badly I could've told you happy birthday today. I hope you hear me and am proud of what I am doing and who I am becoming. I love you immeasurably Grandma. Tomorrow never came. You are always on my mind and today you would've been an exuberant 78..... I miss you always. I love you forever. - Kamilla
Milly Kam August 14, 2019
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Milly Kam August 14, 2019
Grandma, This website will no longer show my messages to you. I haven't forgotten about you. I swear on my life. I miss you everyday and I think about you all the time. I smelled you faintly at heb today and I could feel you around me. My life has been more than crazy since you left. I wish I could tell you but I think that'd make me crazy. I have yet to bring myself to visit your grave. I wish I could do it. I wish I could see you again and talk to you. I bet you're happy with Jerry and Elliot and Molly and all the other people like your mother and daddy. I could always hear the hurt in your voice when you talked about them. I hope they were the first to hug you when you left this physical Earth. Everyday is just so painful without my best friend here and when I struggle I always wish you were here to guide me. I know you never thought you were that perfect or great but your little life was so perfect to me and played the biggest role in my life. I miss you every damn day Grandma. I love you forever. Kamilla.
Milly Kam January 16, 2019
Grandma, Last night I had a dream about your house and both of my parents were there and I think Auntie even showed up at one point. But you were not there of course. I keep having dreams related to you. I don't know if this is a sign or just my way of missing you. We went through your house but it had been years since you had passed and all of your stuff was still there. It was weird.
Milly Kam December 26, 2018
I never knew that losing my 3rd favorite person in the world would be so hard. I thought grief was something I'd get over with time, but grief is forever a part of me. Acceptance is the stage I seem to be trapped in.
Milly Kam December 26, 2018
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Milly Kam December 26, 2018
Merry Christmas Grandma! I love you so so much. I missed you today. Not a day has gone that I don't think of you. Christmas just isn't the same anymore without you here. I hope you enjoyed your third Christmas in Heaven! They say third times a charm so I hope you enjoyed it with Jerry and your parents. I haven't forgotten about you. Don't worry about me, I'm fine down here. I love you!!
Milly Kam July 13, 2018
Don't worry I'm still here..... just busy so that I can be a successful independent woman. I love and miss you everyday. Sometimes I wish my dreams were real and that you're just at home too busy for me to come visit but I know that's not the case. I love you!!
Milly Kam July 13, 2018
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Milly Kam June 8, 2018
Whelp I'm 20 now. I'm sorry my teenage years was the last decade you got to see me. I hate Halloween now. I miss you everyday and my birthday sucked again without you. May we meet again. I love you immeasurably.
Milly Kam May 16, 2018
This was my worst semester ever.... I can't ever get that low again. I've had so much to tell you but you're not here. I miss you always. I miss you so much it hurts.... I tried planning to visit your grave and my other family - both sides- but I haven't gone through with it. I wonder what's at your house now and I wanted to go to all the places we used to go to. Life gets harder everyday as you get older I've come to notice but it's harder without you in my life. I miss you everyday Grandma and I love you immeasurably.
Milly Kam April 10, 2018
I saw your house on google maps this past weekend and you happened to be in the picture with Harley. You were just sitting there with your hand blocking the sun and looking out while Harley went to the bathroom. I just kept thinking about how it was taken back in 2012 and how I was 13 at the time. I have saved the picture now wishing you still sat there as if it were a normal day. I plan on hopefully coming sometime in May..... it will kill me a bit but I want to see my family and see your house. I miss you and I love you everyday.
Milly Kam March 25, 2018
I miss you all the time. I have so much to tell you.... you have no idea. I love you always, Kamilla.
Milly Kam March 25, 2018
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Milly Kam March 12, 2018
Milly Kam lit a candle in memory of Lynn Begnaud
Milly Kam March 12, 2018
Grandma, I wish you were here always. I always have something to tell you. My wisdom teeth removal went better than expected and I have something big to tell you. You probably already know it. You know it. I miss your hugs. I miss our four hour talks. I miss the future of you and your laugh and your smile and your caring heart. Most days I think of you often.... little things trigger me and I clam up. I am happy though truly. I get sad and I miss you and I don't want to tell anyone but god I miss you. I love immensely and I will never forget you ever. The other day I was walking in Walmart and I could've sworn I smelled your scent.. I was alone and passed by the same area twice thinking I was crazy, but I smelt your scent again. I know you are always with me and I love you for that. You are forever a piece of me.
Milly Kam February 24, 2018
I have so much to tell you. People forget about things but I don't. You are not forgotten. I'm sorry I haven't written in two months.... life has been the craziest it's ever been and the crazy part is I know it will get even crazier. Well I'm just procrastinating my studying for o-chem.... good bye Love!
Milly Kam February 24, 2018
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Sonia Madin February 9, 2018
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Milly Kam February 6, 2018
Milly Kam lit a candle in memory of Lynn Begnaud
Milly Kam January 20, 2018
Goodnight my love!
Milly Kam January 18, 2018
Milly Kam lit a candle in memory of Lynn Begnaud
Milly Kam January 18, 2018
I wish I could've told you what is heavy on my heart but you left too soon.
Milly Kam January 18, 2018
I'm babysitting right now wishing I was at Papa Nachos with the family and missing you but I gotta earn my money back somehow. I remember you said I would grow up and forget you and stop visiting you but that's impossible. The only way that death doesn't scare me completely is getting to see you again. I know you'd take care of me and I am independent but I always need someone to take care of me. I'll never forget about you... even as I live my everyday life I miss you.
Milly Kam January 12, 2018
I'm still angry. I don't want to be but I am. I'm sorry.
Milly Kam January 12, 2018
2016 seems so far away. You should have been here in 2018 with us.
Milly Kam January 12, 2018
437 days seems long but I woke up 437 times, I went to bed 437 times and I have spoken and breathed every one of those days. I am now on my fourth semester of college and it is only getting harder. Some days I miss you so much I stare at a wall or hear my thoughts in the silence and just get sad. I am at that moment right now where I am sad. I want to talk to you about my life. I want to hug you, I want to tell you about every one of those 437 days but life goes on. Not hearing your voice for that long makes me almost forget what it sounds like. I can't get over this. I've wanted to so badly but as your phone sits in my drawer it brings me back to reality that you are gone. You are and will always be one of my hardest losses. Some days I sink into reality and become sad. I try to be happy most of the time but I can't be happy forever.... I am happy though. There is so much to be happy for and thankful for but I miss you forever and that really never goes away.
Milly Kam January 12, 2018
It has been 437 days and 20 hours and 58 minutes and 45 seconds since I last saw you....
Milly Kam January 6, 2018
Some days I can't help but think of you. I saw a movie called Coco about dia de los muertos and it reminded me of you and Pawpaw and I guess Jerry too.... maybe I'lll try it this year and you can come see me finally. It's annoying remembering everyday that you're dead. I still don't quite understand the concept and I feel guilty for not being this way with Pawpaw but your death haunts me. I can't stop thinking about it. It's like everyday I remember and it hurts every time but over time I learn to accept it. I still miss you though.
Milly Kam January 6, 2018
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Milly Kam December 25, 2017
Milly Kam lit a candle in memory of Lynn Begnaud
Milly Kam December 25, 2017
Merry Christmas Grandma!!! I love you and wish I could spend this day with you and eat your gumbo. I hope the birthday party in heaven is amazing!! Tell Jesus Happy Birthday for me. We miss you so much.
Milly Kam December 15, 2017
Missing you as always. Wish I could see you tomorrow..... if you were alive I'd get to see you tomorrow but another year without you. I won't see you for a few more decades but my soul waits for you forever.
Milly Kam November 20, 2017
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Milly Kam November 20, 2017
All I have left of you is a few things of yours that I put in a box all for myself. I wear a piece of you everyday around my neck and some days your picture does not give me comfort. Some days I start eating alone and crying because I want to see you. I want to talk to you about my life because you made everything better and gave me the best advice. I miss the comfort of you. Holidays are much harder now. And I'm always missing you it seems.... I thought a year would be enough time but it never gets easier. Every time I remember I cry and can't think straight. It stabs me over and over and I become angry again. I miss you and I love you everyday.
Milly Kam November 16, 2017
Milly Kam lit a candle in memory of Lynn Begnaud
Milly Kam November 16, 2017
They miss you.
Milly Kam November 2, 2017
Milly Kam lit a candle in memory of Lynn Begnaud
Milly Kam November 2, 2017
Today's the day. A year from your death. I can NOT believe you have not been on this Earth for a full year. I don't know where your soul is... I'm assuming heaven but I am not 100% sure. I hope you haven't been watching me. I've made decisions you wouldn't approve of. I wish I could stop missing you but I can't, I had nightmares last night and I think it was because of today. I woke up panicked and scared and sweaty and then I realized what day it was and that it was 4am. You haunt me and I have gone few days since your death without feeling pain or crying. I've wanted to tell you so much and see you and play cards and gossip and eat pizza and take naps and tell you about my life but I can't. Every time we'd be on the phone I'd call and you'd say you miss me so much and it feels like forever since you'd seen me but now it really does feel like forever and it will be more forever. I'm mad you can't meet my future kids and family and go to my wedding and see me graduate. I don't care what people say, I know I was the closest person on Earth to you, well besides Annie. I wonder if other people are mourning you a little more today. I'm going to call Annie and see how she is...... we will probably cry. I couldn't stop crying all last night. I miss you everyday and love you always.
Milly Kam October 29, 2017
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Milly Kam October 29, 2017
Good morning my Love. Tomorrow will mark a year since I saw you, hugged you, felt you, heard your voice. A year has gone by as I blinked but my sorrow has not gone by. Time eases my pain. I miss you and I will see you again one day. I promise. I'm going to go live my life now. I love you and will be back soon.
Milly Kam October 24, 2017
I feel like a failure sometimes. I just took my second genetics lab exam and feel awful about it. I want to puke and my head throbbed and my ear throbbed. I felt embarrassed handing my test into Amy. I didn't feel improvement and that is what I've been striving for lately. I just want to be the best that I can be. I feel busy but I know I'm not. I feel lost but I know I'm not. I want to change things and I know I can but I just haven't. I keep feeling like I'm going to see you at Christmas or talk to you soon but I have the rest of my life here on Earth without you and it's just so damn hard sometimes. I just want to talk to you and make good grades like I used to but I can't talk to you ever again. My heart breaks every time that I think about it so I try not to, but I'm at a relapse right now. I'm physically and mentally hungry. Death is nothing I can simply get over. You year anniversary of passing away is so soon. In three days a year ago I would've seen you. I was making different decisions then and talking to different people. My struggles are small compared the the world's but they are still struggles. But they are struggles that I CAN and WILL overcome. I miss and love you.
Milly Kam October 24, 2017
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Milly Kam October 12, 2017
I have been running a 100mph this past month or so. I overcommit but I can do this. I can do it for myself. I can do it for you. I can do this for my family. I am strong because of you. With God I have every possibility in the world. Everything is on my side at the moment but I just have to use my resources and apply myself. I can do this. I miss you daily. I will make you proud.
Milly Kam October 12, 2017
Milly Kam lit a candle in memory of Lynn Begnaud
Milly Kam September 17, 2017
I feel like if anyone read what I wrote on here they would cry. My sorrow can not be expressed 100% in these words but I go back and reread it and I bawl.
Milly Kam September 17, 2017
Yesterday was your birthday, My day didn't go as planned and now I think my roommates are salty about it. I called Auntie on my way to work today. I cried a bit but then at the end she started bawling and said "I'm so sorry." and I lost it. I was at work and just started crying and I haven't been able to stop crying ever since. Her voice broke and my calmness vanished. It seems there's only one person I want to talk to and that is you. I just want to call you up and talk for 4 hours like it's nothing but I sit here alone instead unable to eat. I can't get over this sadness. I want to be happy again but it seems impossible these days.
Milly Kam September 17, 2017
Milly Kam lit a candle in memory of Lynn Begnaud
Milly Kam September 13, 2017
It's a rare day when I don't think about you or miss you or cry about you. I find myself driving and crying thinking about you and having to blast my music to distract myself or just dance. Christmas is the worst now. You're gone. Pawpaws gone. I wish I could've appreciated the holidays more back then. Today my chain of the heart necklace broke. The yearly mark of you being gone is coming soon, a year seems like forever but it's not and so much has happened. I've never felt so sad until the day you died. I remember everything that I was doing when you died. I feel like I haven't seen you in forever... oh wait it has been forever. Everytime I would talk to you on the phone we would say it's felt like forever. God I miss you.
Milly Kam September 13, 2017
This Saturday I'm going to UTHSCSA for a suture clinic and tour of the medical school! And then in the evening I may go to the football game at the Alamodome or study for Chemistry. That evening I plan on playing cards with my roommates in honor of you. I'm thinking about calling Annie too but I'm scared because I know I will probably cry. I hate crying and you always knew that.... well at least in front of people. I just wish I could talk to you again.
Milly Kam September 13, 2017
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Milly Kam September 13, 2017
Four more days until your 76th Birthday!!!! <3 wish you were here to celebrate
Milly Kam September 10, 2017
It's Brayden's first birthday today. I wish you were here. Where has the time gone. I wish you were here always.
Milly Kam September 10, 2017
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Milly Kam August 30, 2017
I finally ate Dairy Queen without you. It wasn't the same and we were in a car so it was so different. I play cards more often than usual with my roommates but it's not the same. I am not drinking your Dr. Pepper or eating your food that you would make me or discussing the topics that are normally discussed in a card game between you and I. It has almost been a year since seeing your side of the family and a lot has happened since then. Some nights I lay away just rethinking everything and wondering if any one else thinks about you so much, I can't bring myself to change my home screen saver either for as much as I change my screen saver. I am not whole without you. I am still angry. I am sad. I am happy. Do not worry about me.
Milly Kam August 30, 2017
I keep wanting to ask you if your house is okay from the flooding but you're not there. I can't seem to find you anywhere. I'm still so mad. I'm mad that I lied to you. I'm mad that I didn't tell you everything while I could've. I'm mad that I told you not to worry about dying because you had 20 years. I'm such a liar it makes me sick sometimes. I hate myself for thinking I'd see you at Christmas and rushing our good bye because I was running late. I hate myself for being on my phone for so long while you were over when I could've been with you. I hate myself for not being able to talk about you to anyone. I never really hate myself with the exception of these reasons.
Milly Kam August 30, 2017
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Milly Kam August 11, 2017
Milly Kam lit a candle in memory of Lynn Begnaud
Milly Kam August 11, 2017
I wake up missing you
Milly Kam July 25, 2017
If you loved me, why'd you leave me. I've needed you so much. I hope you can read these and I know no one else does but without you I've kept so much in. Not a year has passed and I think about you daily. You live throughout me and I am not whole without you.
Milly Kam July 17, 2017
A year ago we were together and eating ice cream sundaes per usual. I have not eaten DQ without you since. You are my greatest struggle and my greatest friend.
Milly Kam July 17, 2017
Milly Kam lit a candle in memory of Lynn Begnaud
Milly Kam July 6, 2017
8 months passed as I blinked. Oh the many things I have not brought myself to do without you on this Earth.
Milly Kam July 6, 2017
Milly Kam lit a candle in memory of Lynn Begnaud
Milly Kam April 27, 2017
Milly Kam lit a candle in memory of Lynn Begnaud
Milly Kam April 25, 2017
Milly Kam lit a candle in memory of Lynn Begnaud
Milly Kam April 6, 2017
Milly Kam lit a candle in memory of Lynn Begnaud
Milly Kam April 3, 2017
Milly Kam lit a candle in memory of Lynn Begnaud
Milly Kam April 1, 2017
Milly Kam lit a candle in memory of Lynn Begnaud
Milly Kam March 27, 2017
Milly Kam lit a candle in memory of Lynn Begnaud
Milly Kam March 23, 2017
Milly Kam lit a candle in memory of Lynn Begnaud
Milly Kam March 17, 2017
Milly Kam lit a candle in memory of Lynn Begnaud
Milly Kam February 24, 2017
Milly Kam lit a candle in memory of Lynn Begnaud
Milly Kam February 19, 2017
Milly Kam lit a candle in memory of Lynn Begnaud
Milly Kam February 2, 2017
Milly Kam lit a candle in memory of Lynn Begnaud
Milly Kam January 15, 2017
Milly Kam lit a candle in memory of Lynn Begnaud